So it may not seem like much, but it means the world to me. On the graphic design website I go on, someone posted my Lion King blend saying,
'I think everything about it is amazing
Ohmygoodness. It was this girl that I 150% admire and I just love all of her graphics and to get a compliment from her just makes me do backflips!! It’s on a major ‘squee’ thread, where you post something that really wow’d you.
Note; Shadowplay is the graphics forum I frequent.
It’s somewhat of a strange thing how I organize the events in my life, but it works for me. I had applied for September promotions, but because of my lack of attention to image quality, of which I totally understood, it was just my lazy mind not attending to it, I didn’t get the promo I wanted. I worked towards changing out to all high quality models in my graphics.(mind you high quality pictures are so much harder to find than normal, I had to give up most of my favorite actors/actresses for boring models)
I couldn’t apply for October promotions, just because of how promotions had fallen in September (they were late) but I greatly looked forward to November promotions. I told myself to be more nervous for them than I was for our State competition for guard. That’s just how I cope with my nerves for huge things like State.
Because of this switch of nerves, I have been extremely nervous all month for them, and they finally came yesterday. (well, when I logged on yesterday they were completed, that is)
My promotion was technically finished November 2nd, so I find out later on. That means my whole month of improvement wasn’t included in my Promotion to Promising Artist. I had REALLY been shooting for Evolving, but I guess what I was really aiming for was Evolving for the December promotions. I’m going to really work my tail off the next week to improve greatly in my blends to hit high for Evolving artist. It’s a strange goal, but I must have it. I must, I must.
End note; Okay so it’d be fricken awesome if since promos aren’t finished until the end of the month if they were finished on Christmas day and I’d improved enough to be an Inspiring leveled artist. Oh I’d cry. <3
I’m told I have lots of potential…I hope that holds out.
“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering…